Freedom in death, freedom in life

freedom-within

You never paid for what you did
Or did you?
Perhaps now you will pay for eternity

Did you seek forgiveness from your god
If you knew one?
Before it was too late as it is now

Did your arrogance and bloody hands haunt you?
At night when you were alone
Alone with your memories of a life wasted

You are gone now, forever
Never to hurt another again
Am I supposed to be happy now?

Should I mourn with your loved ones?
The ones who never knew the monster that you were
The ones who only knew a brother, a father, a husband

I feel nothing
You have no power over me
I am free

 

* Image courtesy of Soul Reader

Author: nanuschka

I am a free spirit born in the Free State, 20 years to late. I am Ying and Yang. I am the girl next door who prefers daisies and peace rallies, but can just as easily rock at a rally. I love all things Latin and am sure that in my previous life (if that existed) I was Spanish. The dark side of me, however, tells me that I lived in Mother Russia. I am an over thinker par excellence , in constant search of answers to all things that makes us human. What we do and, more importantly, why we do it. I hope you enjoy my rambles and would love to hear from you. If you like it here, please come back, comment and share. If not, let me not waste another second of your time. All I ask is that you respect my space, be constructive and leave negativity at the door. There is enough of that in this world we live in and yes, in my head too sometimes. Not everything here will be liked or agreed with. Some of it will be downright rude, crazy and straight forward. Not everyone will like me and what goes on in my head, but this is my life and my space. Enjoy the ride

2 thoughts on “Freedom in death, freedom in life”

    1. Dankie Petunia. Dis amazing as mens die nuus kry en die gevoel wat jy verwag het is nie daar nie. Ek dink dit is seker n teken dat jy aan beweeg het?

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